Little Diamond

 People only see the beauty in me recently Without knowing my flaws Without acknowledging my mess They didn't realize that it was such a horrible mess, Until your present making it as a beautiful mess ~ Lynn

 How could I'm not choosing you? When you are the only person know anything about me. The ups, the downs~ Laughing with me when I'm thrilled Staying with me in my sorrow Not moving back when I'm in the craziest part in my life~ Little do you know that When people loves me for who I am now It is because I've been growing up with you since we've together. Even when I distracted with someone's charm, I'm always choosing you. Always, and... How could I', not choosing you?

 I always and always loves the rain~ From the drizzle, the usual rain, or even the storm. No matter what, any form of rain is surely calming me... The sound, The petrichor... Just because yesterday I was hit by the rain storm, cause I was in the wrong place, in the stranger place that I though accepting me turned out just a new hell dressing like a home and I was totally torn apart by the drop of water colony, Doesn't mean I traumatized by the rain. Cause it's never because of the power of the rain Just because I was in the wrong place while raining Because I was not in the safe place... I forgot that the best place for facing the rain, Is in your side. And always be. No matter what the rain gives... Even the rainbow or the flood When I'm with you, I'm in the safest world. I can enjoy the rain, whatever the form is... with a cup of tea and a biscuit. End even the storm ever hit us We become the shield or even just an umbrella for each others... Lynn~ Thank you for not m

People keep telling me to not trust anyone, Or trust specific group, Or person.... I let them tell that, Without arguing... Cause arguing is consuming so much me. The time spoke up itself, Discover who can be trust And It's never my mistake to trust anyone, That's all the responsibilities I can take. But prove me wrong, It's their job. I'm truly trust people easily But once betrayed, I forgive easily too But never trust them again, Even pretend their dead I trained to be a person who always stand, move the step on... Without forgetting. I'm just easily switching my value. People can make fun of my trust Until they got my ignorance~ Lynn

 I just want to admit my stupidity, How I almost fell to the deep hole Felt like I got a new company, Turns out it just some kind of evil mind Thought that I was all alone, That actually I was full armor But me, myself, who drop it all, Left myself vulnerable. But life goes on with it's knowledge left~ From that scratch I really knew Who is the most matter Who will wipe my bleed and who will stab the knife~ Lynn feeling betrayed, twice.

Scars may look ugly, Something that we're all trying to hide. But, guess what? People forget that... Our scars there cause we've healed. It is not hurt anymore. It's just there cause it doesn't give pain anymore... Scars there as a reminder for not falling to the same wound again. If it still hurts, just let be... Let it becomes a scar... Lynn