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I Want This To Be Over

I want this to be over...

I want to stop this feeling,

Since for the first time I never wanted it,

but it grows stronger...

Unexpectedly...

Even I don't know how to stop it.

It hurts me,

I want to walk out, but I can't...

Forces by the situation and all of the business.

But I want this to be over...

Either the feeling, or any activity that needs the two of us in it...


I want this to be over...

Soon...

Cause it eats me inside.

And it hurts...

Til I can't conceal it anymore.

I'm uncontrollably bleeding...


--Lynn

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