Little Diamond

People keep telling me to not trust anyone, Or trust specific group, Or person.... I let them tell that, Without arguing... Cause arguing is consuming so much me. The time spoke up itself, Discover who can be trust And It's never my mistake to trust anyone, That's all the responsibilities I can take. But prove me wrong, It's their job. I'm truly trust people easily But once betrayed, I forgive easily too But never trust them again, Even pretend their dead I trained to be a person who always stand, move the step on... Without forgetting. I'm just easily switching my value. People can make fun of my trust Until they got my ignorance~ Lynn

 I just want to admit my stupidity, How I almost fell to the deep hole Felt like I got a new company, Turns out it just some kind of evil mind Thought that I was all alone, That actually I was full armor But me, myself, who drop it all, Left myself vulnerable. But life goes on with it's knowledge left~ From that scratch I really knew Who is the most matter Who will wipe my bleed and who will stab the knife~ Lynn feeling betrayed, twice.

Scars may look ugly, Something that we're all trying to hide. But, guess what? People forget that... Our scars there cause we've healed. It is not hurt anymore. It's just there cause it doesn't give pain anymore... Scars there as a reminder for not falling to the same wound again. If it still hurts, just let be... Let it becomes a scar... Lynn

How could you be the one who said that I'm the only want who starve? When both of us was actually the hunger... Both of us eat in the same plate, But you blame me to be the only want who finish all of it, set the utensils to me. Turned out at the same time, you had all of the dish that you need. You betrayed me, In so many other ways... Lynn

Thought hating is the best way to move on... But it only gives a scar on me. Cause hating you makes me bleed even more. I choose to move on with stay loving you, Caring you like you did nothing. Like you never replaced my company. Because I don't want to make you have a reason to hate me. You can choose to find the issues on me. But once you can't find any, It's your time to swallow that I'm all worthed :) Good luck hating me without anything to hate. Cause I choose move on with stays loving. Lynn, :)

Who's going to be tougher? Let's fight and see

It's funny how we manage our ambitions alive After all of these fights, All these tears, All these ignorance, All these betrayals, Our ambitions keeps us together. We have walk these far, Till we can't run from each other too far. --Lynn

I want this to be over... I want to stop this feeling, Since for the first time I never wanted it, but it grows stronger... Unexpectedly... Even I don't know how to stop it. It hurts me, I want to walk out, but I can't... Forces by the situation and all of the business. But I want this to be over... Either the feeling, or any activity that needs the two of us in it... I want this to be over... Soon... Cause it eats me inside. And it hurts... Til I can't conceal it anymore. I'm uncontrollably bleeding... --Lynn

 Turns out it's okay without you Turns out you were just a good company in misery Cause turns out when I would drag you in the mortal beauty future You passed... And I hate it, cause turns out it was the best thing to do Turns out I was the one who so selfish  Turns out I was the cruel one --Lynn

Every morning, I need to sip a cup of coffee just to pass a day without a headache. When the day getting rough, I add some dose of it. Just to survive the day. And you were just like a coffee. You were always there when I need you. Then you suddenly stop anything Leave me numb without any dose of you anymore. So, how could I survive from now on? --Lynn