Little Diamond

Oh God, it hurts! My eyes are blurred All of my tears keep running out My heart is punding over I'm in deep qualmishness Seeing all of the blood, all of the tears, all of the sweat in a road asking for the probity. And yet, they keep silent blindly. Oh God, it hurts! Lynn. Stay strong democracy. 

We never regret that we were one since then, We never regret that we took the vow. But what we regret is why we ran so fast in our relationship, Pushed so fast on everything, Running a pace of someone's expectations race. So now we're taking a deep breathe and slowing our pace, We're walking and holding hands, Enjoying every moment, Embracing each other's feelings, Validating each other's emotions... Lynn, May 20th, Never regret K.

Sometimes the demon inside me thingking, Why he never do this? Why he never do that? Why can't he becomes like someone else? So romatintic, so passionate... But lately in my down, I realized That a lot of my dreams Part by part Litlle by litlle Completed because he always supported me. Without a doubt  All of me The cuties and the demonic me My life slowly but sure is getting perfectly completed Because I'm with him And stay... -Lynn

 People only see the beauty in me recently Without knowing my flaws Without acknowledging my mess They didn't realize that it was such a horrible mess, Until your present making it as a beautiful mess ~ Lynn

 How could I'm not choosing you? When you are the only person know anything about me. The ups, the downs~ Laughing with me when I'm thrilled Staying with me in my sorrow Not moving back when I'm in the craziest part in my life~ Little do you know that When people loves me for who I am now It is because I've been growing up with you since we've together. Even when I distracted with someone's charm, I'm always choosing you. Always, and... How could I', not choosing you?

 I always and always loves the rain~ From the drizzle, the usual rain, or even the storm. No matter what, any form of rain is surely calming me... The sound, The petrichor... Just because yesterday I was hit by the rain storm, cause I was in the wrong place, in the stranger place that I though accepting me turned out just a new hell dressing like a home and I was totally torn apart by the drop of water colony, Doesn't mean I traumatized by the rain. Cause it's never because of the power of the rain Just because I was in the wrong place while raining Because I was not in the safe place... I forgot that the best place for facing the rain, Is in your side. And always be. No matter what the rain gives... Even the rainbow or the flood When I'm with you, I'm in the safest world. I can enjoy the rain, whatever the form is... with a cup of tea and a biscuit. End even the storm ever hit us We become the shield or even just an umbrella for each others... Lynn~ Thank you for not m...